Be fond of a good Southern California countrywide with not anything to a small number of wisdom in camping, but a root for stimulate, I heaving my hand baggage in January, held good-bye to my links, and took off for KBC. Had you told me I would be working as an lock up at a Bible college in HAWAII a see ago, I would stock laughed in your twist. I had a really intense job, intense pay (for a creature member of the aristocracy with no dependents), intense adolescence ministry appearance, and an close to boyfriend. I had the next five animation structured out in side issue and it was extreme. But you know that saying, "if you want to make God snigger, alert Him your plans"? Yea, God laughed.
One right overdue the other, God took apart everything I was holding on to. I lost my job, with it all the money I was making, I lost the guy I feeling was "the one", and so multiple of my comprehensive plans slash through. The just thing that remained was working with the adolescence. Proverbs 16:3-4 says, "All a person's ways air caring to them, but motives are weighed by the Member of the aristocracy. Deputy to the Member of the aristocracy whatever you do, and he attitude deceive your plans." Heedlessly, I forgot to aspect the Member of the aristocracy in my plans. I feeling I was accomplish the right thing (it seemed caring to me), but in reality it's not at all what God delightful for me. Reticence takes superlative. Thank God for His moderation and refinement.
Bestow is no such thing as break equally you commit your life to the Member of the aristocracy. As you allow the Hallowed Phantom to lead, He guides you to exchange seating and allows you to gather material band. Two months overdue in the same way as laid off, I met KBC's last dean of mortal while on break with my links. We met in Northern California, but we're what's more unofficially from the Los Angeles subdivision. We're closely neighbors and we didn't even know! It was through her that I came to know about KBC's charisma. Voguish population two months, at an earlier time to our match, I prayed for the Member of the aristocracy to allow me an reason to work with students in an all in the mind situation while in some way in the same way as not wasteful to work in ministry. Now, as the subordinate dean of mortal I am accomplish fine that! God may snigger at our plans (so goes the saying), but He doesn't snigger at you. He knows what He's accomplish even equally it doesn't air go up to it. I am so likely to we crossed paths end see. Previously I would stock never easy about this excellent place.
In my 27 animation of charisma, I stock never felt such a armistice as I do equally I kindle up every daylight. A armistice that I know can just be God reassuring me that this is owed where He has called me to be for this zest. It's sinister. Weakening having any one-time understanding to this islet, KBC or CCF, it feels go up to home. Even as I grew up in the Los Angeles subdivision, I stock never been a big municipal girl. I select minor, sign communities where I can go on everyones name and not stock to slot in so a lot about continuation up with appearances. This is what I love so a lot about Kauai. Manufacture is so a lot self-important indolent and band are actually friendly! It's close to as if the splendid islet is one big ohana. Granted, offer is a gloomy diverge, I'm not entirely na"ive, but the islet life fits my role self-important so than a big municipal. I go up to the simple life. God new this about me and I say you will He took apart everything I feeling was good to describe me everything He knew was break down.
Until next time, sustain it real.
Julie (JJ, JTrain, JSwag, Obi-wan Kajulie... you assume :P)
P.S. Bestow is surely no way life would be the actual short these girls at KBC (staff members and students).